Yearning

Never again, will there be another one that's as desirable as you.

You see, I've been watching the Twilight saga, and reading the books again and I am so boundlessly jealous of Edward and Bella. I know it isn't real, but seeing a love as passionate as that, it really makes you ponder as to whether you will grow up to be in the same relationship, being in love. When I was younger, admittedly, I was foolish and thought I loved the people I spent a month or so with. That was incredibly naive, but we all do it. Sometimes you think you are head over heels with someone, but that can vanish in an instant. People say hate is a strong word, but then we throw around the word love as if it means nothing. Values and morales should not have to fade, we all have that instinct buried in our minds telling us what we need to do to render the decency and innocence that we are born with. Of course, many people have lost reputation and standards over the years. This mostly happens in secondary school. It's something that will hit everybody, and I for one have been through the worst of it. It's queer how quickly a catastrophe can blow over. 
I am thankful for everything that has happened in my life, I really am. I cannot wait to see what is lying ahead. 
Ciao x

Shocking the Nation

I haven't blogged in so long! I apologise. It's been a busy time, I found out I was marked a B on my physics exam which I was incredibly pleased about, seeing as I had no clue what I was writing down, was 100% sure I was going to fail, but ah surprises are everywhere right?
So my Dad bought a cinema sound system for the front rooms tv yeah, one word, MEGA. As we were watching a war film (The Thin Red Line, I recommend) I literally felt as if I was on the front line. All I could hear were gunshots from behind me and the sofa was vibrating because of the bombs going off. Honestly felt like ducking for cover, admittedly, I did. Numerous times. It cost 400 pounds but that has all gone to Mr. Visa Bill. Highly recommended, absolutely immense.
On the subject of television, it has been rather good lately! With the series finales of Desperate Housewives and Misfits, I have been thoroughly entertained. Not to mention the finales of Ugly Betty and The Apprentice soon to come. I'm debating whether I am looking forward to Skins or not. Lets be honest, the cast look like a bunch of benders, with a ginger kid and no eye candy. R.I.P Series 1 and 2, oh how we all remember the blood rushing through our veins as the thrill of rebellion and anti social behaviour was projected for the world to see. Drugs, sex and rock'n'roll.
Amen

Just a lil Something..

Click the image to enlarge it, you rascal.

Yeah boy, click to enlarge 

Finished my wall! After 2 days of hard cutting out, and sticking on. It's done. I think it became an obsession. I stayed up till 2 this morning finishing it off! I literally couldn't leave it with gaps! I bought 4 magazines. Nme, Kerrang, Glamour and Company. I'm quite proud of it, it's creative, and I haven't been able to show any creativity in ages since I unfortunately didn't choose art. Boy do I miss art. Anyway, I hope you think it's good, just as much as I do! 

Laters xoxox

Dance With the Enemy

December. Wow. I cannot Believe how fast this year has past. I can still remember sitting at my friends house with a drink in hand, celebrating new year with my girls. And to think that day is less than a month away. I don't like how everyone considers 2011 to automatically be a fresh start. It's not, I'm sure the majority of people will be exactly the same person as they are now, no matter what year it is. I'm not going to change. I already have done that. So much has happened this year that has changed me drastically. I realise that to be seen and not heard, sometimes is the best solution! I've nailed into my head the fact that whatever happens now, however bad it may be, when I'm 30 odd, I'll look back at this dilemma and vaguely even remember it. I couldn't give a second thought to people that may hate me, you win some, you lose some. If they hate you anyway, it's not much of a loss is it? I only really need a select few to get me through life. Family and my true friends. All the rest is simply getting in the way. So who needs it? I'm going to try and stop caring so much. It always gets me in trouble. Although, I really can't take criticism, as you might have guessed from my post way back about Formspring. So, it does annoy me for people to think of me in a bad way. I've made plenty of mistakes. Mistakes that could scar, trust me. But hasn't everyone? Everyone has fucked up now and then. It's the way you redeem yourself afterwards, that's what people should judge. Change, it's a wonderful thing.
In other news, Russia got the world cup ay? To be honest, it would have been great for us to get it, but its not the end of the world. If people are major bothered, then feel free to book a flight. I doubt we'll even win, but there's always hope!

I'll leave you with this

"Like a giant adrenaline needle, punched through your rib cage, 'Perfect Stranger' was a lovesick rush that killed yawn-some arguments about Magnetic Man's relevance and integrity instantly stone dead. The nagging pulse that jerked your heart into your mouth, then suddenly, the butterflies in your stomach drop. Katy B's phenomenal voice crooning "Your energy when you touch me lifted me off of the ground"... nothing in 2010 summed up the synapse-shorting overload of lust so well." - NME MAG. TOO FUCKING RIGHT.

Ciao x

Attention Whore

AND FUNNY. I LOVE YOU

Wowowowow

This made me laugh so much, he sounds so hot.. you know who I'm on about

Hair Hair Hair

He just about does it for me, I really am a sucker for curly hair. He has beautiful teeth too! But yes.. that hair.. is amazing. Just wow.

Foals

They never fail to impress me, so wish I could have went to see them, I will see them one day, I promise you that

Realisation

I don't allow myself to be treated right. I think I fly away with the fairies abit when something comes along that I like. Well, I'm lying in bed at the moment, and I've just had an epihany. Fuck it. I am known for saying this an awful lot, but I don't know why I don't walk the walk.
I probably, most likely, won't stick by this. But I really hope I do. As for why I blogged it. So every time I read this, I will think about what I deserve. Behind the exterior, I think I'm majorly over sensitive. I need to stop this as its a head fuck. I realise at this precise moment, you may read this thinking, what a naïve little hypocrite. As yes, in the past I have messed around. But I've calmed down now. I don't need the shit things in life. Nor do I need a relationship for that matter. I cannot stand status' saying.. Need a boyfriend. No you do not! Relationships just hurt people, loneliness is underrated. Fuck it, we're young, as as Zoey Deschannel say, let's leave all of the serious stuff for later.
Peace x

Pretty Hands do Dirty Things

I'm home alone today, it's nice yes, but when there is revision to do, it doesn't feel so perky. Although, not doing revision as I'm on this, queer. Off school as I have a bad hip, do I sound like a 70 year old or what?! Garrr.
My dad will not stop singing whilst I am trying to watch a power point on nuclear fusion. If I have to rewind it once more, I'm going to dieeeeeeeeee.
So hey I got a Governors award. Howdddddy. I haven't received one since year 8, but i get stage fright. I'm going to be so scared of standing up in front of hundreds of beady eyed people to receive my award. My business isn't exactly on the down low either, everyone know's my past. I really would love to mind read. It's going to be so scary! Hmmmph.
So I bought a wintery sort of jumper (see below). It's nice, and I have a craving for more.

Blah blah blah x

Pain

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.” Jim Morrison

Bury all the Pictures, and Tell the Kids That I'm Okay

Pyro consistently pleases me but at 3:00, I shove as big grin on my face. It's actually amazing.

Oh Well, the Devil Makes Us Sin

Hi there strangers. I really want my hair to grow faster, it is becoming so tedious just letting it grow, I would love to be able to help out. Also, I want to get a full fringe. Kinda going for the Daisy Lowe look.
I haven't really been doing much lately, nothing big anyway. Suppose I will go to the turning on of the Christmas lights in town tomorrow. Although, The Hoosiers are performing, I can't stand them. They're too.. typical. The average band, I've never been remotely interested in any of their music. However.. it's rumoured that Olly Murs will be there. If he is, I am definitely going, he's stunning.
I don't know what I want.. I could have things that I wanted easily, but I don't know whether I need the baggage that comes with them. On some prospects, I'm starting to get annoyed as I always want what I sometimes can't have.
Laters x

Pull the Trigger

I am really excited about 2011. Going to try and get as many gigs and concerts in as possible. As this year has been shameful in that department.
Although next week.. Vampire Weekend home skillets. I'm quite excited for that. My dad was saying "What is it? like is it a whole weekend? Is it for like that Twilight bollocks, you know them vampires?" See what I have to work with these days? Despicable.
KINGS OF LEON.. fuck yeah I got tickets. I wouldn't have missed that for the life of me. Unfortunately, I was at school when the tickets were available, so my darling sister queued up. Thirteenth in line bitches. That's true KOL. I really am so excited.
Katy Perry which is no biggie really compared to my excitement for KOL.
I really want Tinie Tempah tickets for feb. I might work on it, see if there are any left when I get some cashola.

I made a twitter last night.. it's so confusing. I don't know how to do anything?! I'll get used to it I suppose, hook me up tweepers. (That's what your called on twitter I think. God knows. What a load of shit)
www.twitter.com/Katiesmith127



Peace and Love

100 posts..

This is my 100th post on my blog. I cannot believe I've carried it on for so long. I started my blog on the 1st of May. Whereas I had around 5 posts for that month. I always felt silly writing, as if no one was reading. But when you think about it, even if no one was reading.. it is still something I enjoy doing and I am really glad when I find the time to write. I didn't know whether to make one at first, because I only knew about 3 people with a blog, only 2 of them I ever spoke to. So I created one, and kept it a secret. I linked it on my Facebook around the third month. It feels strange to look back onto my first ever post, as I seem to have slacked a huge amount with my grammer and what not. I think, this is as I feel way more comfortable just writing what is going on in my head. Back then, I didn't want to make any mistakes, and I wanted to make sense. But if anybody knows me properly, you would know I'm a bit of a nut case anywho, so if I waffle, it's completely and utterly normal. Hmm.. thanks for reading I suppose. I shall continue blogging and hopefully keep this going for the future. When I'm 30 odd, I'll look back on that 1st post, when I was just 14 years old.
Veni, vidi, vici.

I'm on a boat motherfucker

I went on a yacht with cadets recently.. and dad loves this picture for some reason.. thought I'd throw it out there.

Jealousy

She is absolutely gorgeous, what I would do for perfect skin and long hair..

Again...

Wow.. just wow. Although, what is with the VERY pointy nipple.

44 23 52 hut hut

I can't express my love for rugby players.. so this man isn't absolutely stunning. I'm an atheist, but this really could be proof that God exists.

Rebel rebel

Haha! I would not have the balls to to this, I salute anyone that does, although you are very, very stupid.

Cosy

I would love room like this.. I want to make mine all cosy, cushions, throws, candles and what not

Going all Tumblr on you

Okay.. so I'm going to upload a few pictures in which I have saved recently. I like them.

Just peachy..

Okay, so I haven't blogged in so long. Eh, I'll be honest, I keep forgetting. I'm not like one of these tumblr followers who posts nothing but pictures, so when I blog, there has to be some writing. When I have nothing to talk about.. I won't blog. Sorry to disappoint.
I have a very bad habit of when there is actual work to be done, I do absolutely nothing or things I don't need to. I really need to work on that. I get so stressed out with the idea of all the things that I need to do, that I end up doing nothing. It makes no sense I know. Life is too short to be unhappy and stressed. As long as I get it all done eventually and get good grades, I will be fine.

Lifeeeee

Brush your teeth
Do 15 sit-ups
Straighten your posture
Stand up and stretch
Resist the impulse purchase of a candy bar
Do 10 lunges
Drink a glass of water
Smile
Put a package of oatmeal in your pocket or purse for a healthy breakfast or snack
Throw a bottle of water in there as well
Ask to have your salad dressing on the side
Open a window
Say thank you to someone who deserves it
Take a deep breath
Wake up 10 minutes earlier
Put on hand lotion
Jog in place for 9 minutes
Put down the remote control and get up to change the TV channel
Replace your next cup of coffee with a cup of water
Take a 10 minute break
Suck on a breath mint
Take a quick walk
While watching TV, do 5 push-ups during the break



healthy. LIFE.

I'm afraid I'm dying..

Right now I should be writing my essay on 'The Yellow Wallpaper' for English lit, it is due next monday but I cannot focus for the life of me. So, I decided to write a blog instead.

Yes, the story is a piece of cake but it's the writing it that is the pain in the buttocks. Reading back on this story, with the narrator babbling on in her pretentious tone is making me want to stab myself in the eye with a fork, so I can't read anymore. Despite my use of big words to sound like I know what I am talking about, I am pretty sure I have already found some contradictions and some obvious bull shit in my essay. I don't know how I am going to get through this.. someone fill the so called void, I call my life with something other than coursework.

Laugh.Out.Loud

Me: Don't worry about it, think when your all old and unresponsive, I'll be looking after you!
Dad: No you won't, you go off and have fun in life!
Me: I can't leave my 80 year old dad struggling!
Dad: I doubt i'll hit 80, probably 65, only another 25 years left.
Me: do you care about that?
Dad: nope
Me: What like.. do you want to die?
Dad: What the hell Katie, what kind of question is that? absolute spastic.

Too good to be ignored

Endless times

We all go through slumps in our life where we get a little down and depressed. I try my best to pretend in front of others because no one likes a depressing person. You act because you don't want people to know but we all go through those times. We're human.

We feel like with everyday that goes by it gets a little harder to pretend. We feel like choking down them tears whenever we're in public. We don't say any of this for pity or attention. That's why we hide it. However, this is my blog, the one place I have to vent and be myself and be honest. I don't say everything I'm feeling on here but sometimes there's things I need to say and with no one to talk to I just write them on here. It's therapeutic.

We know that things will get better. We all go through ups and downs. It just feels like that time when it will all be better is pretty distant right now but at least we know it's somewhere down that road.

Depressing blog I know, but sometimes there is a great, pushing need to calm down and reflect.

The arrogance lingers

What is all this government trife going on! You see them in these meetings.. which might I say look incredibly bitchy! A man, of whom I couldn't give a second look to, will stand up and say "You.. are wrong." and the whole bloody hall will go rowdy and cheer "Good one Jonty!" and what not. It makes no sense. You just anticipate one of them coming out with a your mommas so fat joke!
The thing is.. Wayne Rooney will crop up on the news straight after all these debt problems. WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT WAYNE UGLY ROONEY. He gets more than enough money. He could retire and still have a life savings. Its unreal. Why not.. dock footballers pay, and use that money? Why do they need so much? Why not give it to third world countries? Why? cause there all selfish. No one has righteous brains in government. It really annoys me.

Edging away from politics.. I would love to go vegetarian. I hate the whole concept of eating animals, but I like it too much. Imagine Sunday roast.. without meat. It just doesn't live up to the immenseness of a Sunday dinner. As well as this little hiccup, I get scared of being an absolute pest! Imagine going out on a date and having to order veggie options. Eww. I might try it for a week and see how it goes. Just to see if I can hack it!
Adios

Decisions are an art to master

I might get a full fringe. Maybe. You see, what puts me off this idea is because I have had a full fringe in the past from about 4-10 years old. Until then I got a side fringe. I have had a full fringe twice since then and well.. I don't know whether it suited me. Although, I had short hair. Which made my face look.. lets just say enhanced. But now, I'm growing my hair.. so long hair and a fringe might look okay! If I do, I will post a picture for you any way!
Laters

Nothing Lasts Forever

Everything always ends. It always does. It always will.
Alexa Chung

Katy Perry!

Okay.. so I'm going to see Katy motherfucking Perry in April 2011. Ordered my ticket last night. HELL YEAH. She's so hot it's unreal. Cannot wait to sing along with my girls.
"Last Friday night, yeah we danced on table tops, think we took too many shots, I think we kissed but I forgot"

Long time coming..

I haven't blogged in so long, I apologise! It's been busy. I might catch you up on some happening if I can be bothered to.
Right fresh start on this blog. I have realised, I was so gay as to result to quizzes and questions on my blog. I got bored and had no material. As it has came to me that when I go on someone's blog, I do not want to see such trife. Therefore meaning, I will stop.
I also realised I haven't ever finished anything bar that top 20 guys chart. Didn't even finish my work experience blog bit. Standards are slipping.
This month has been absolutely mental. Lost so much trust but gained so many new friends. I am quite content with my life at the moment though, nothing seriously bad is happening!
Month has been brilliant socially. Roll on these house parties, I'm getting addicted.
You only live once, I'm trying so hard to make the most of mine
Peace xx

General knowledge

I really want to invest in a pair of Toms, I think they are absolutely gorgeous. Speaking of gorgeous.. chino's too.
I was thinking today.. some bands names' are so peculiar. 'The Pigeon Detectives'
'Supertramp' 'The Virgins'?! I wonder whether they thought, ah this is brilliant, or whether they thought.. that will do. All of them bands are fabulous yeah, but just strange.
I've indeed ran out of things to say, except for life is going quite smoothly now, if you knew me well, you would think it should be quite the opposite. But fortunately not, I love my life at the moment! And I hope it stays nice too!
Peace and love

What's a girl to do?

I believe that fashion is the most immediate and effective expression of ourselves.
What we are, what we're not and what we'd like to be, is first of all communicated with our own look.
Even though not so significant, it still is a clear way to show a little of ourselves to what is around us.
Creating this form of communication is the only thing I believe I can successfully do for all my life.

Dancing With Myself

beWILDering

Today was actually quite spontaneous..
I got up around nine, went to visit my nan with little step-niece Kaysie, dad and Trudi (his girl friend). Then dad said "Shall we go to a farm or something?" So after nan's, we went to a farm which was pretty awesome, I took the liberty to feed the pigs and goats. I'll admit I did squeal when the pigs "oinked". It was quite intimidating whilst feeding them! So then I decided to be a giant kid and spotted some swings.. and jumped on. Really reminded me of being a child, spent about 20 minutes, swinging and thinking at the same time. Hard job, hard, hard job. But it gets worse.. the bouncy castle. Yes, I spotted it. And I was eager to have a jump. Kicked off my shoes and turned into a 5 year old. Whilst doing this, Kaysie was screaming "Katie, stop you'll break it, your too big!" Therefore, pushing me to get off rather swiftly as I looked like a bit of a kill joy to all toddlers.
After this, we decided to go and have a bite to eat at a countryside pub, was really lovely! Overall, such a nice day today.
On the other hand, I have watched Avatar once, and it is in my top 10 films list. I want to watch it again, I have been downloading it since last night and it is currently on 17.5%. Eurghhhhhh. It's getting me so nostalgic waiting for this f'ing download. Oh well, it should be done by tomorrow! If not your getting a 'seriously annoyed' post :-)
Laters amigos xx

Brilliant quote

“Conflict. It’s everywhere you look, it touches everything we do, every relationship we have. Isn’t it funny how at there core, all fights are the same. Two people yelling, or accusing or running away. Two people doing anything to avoid telling eachother how they really feel. Just talk when you wanna run. Reveal, when you wanna attack. It’s so simple, so obvious. And at the same time, so incredibly hard.”

NO.1

So I've reached my number one.. I kinda rushed these last six cause I was bored of waiting for everyday. And I want new material after this..
Anywho, my all time most gorgeous person is of course Alex Turner. Alex Turner is God.

NO.2

So these next two are definitely in order.. my second hottest male..
Sam Preston. Wow.

NO.3

Jamie T, as one of my two favourite male artists.. your fucking gorgeous.

NO.4

J-J-J-JB YEAH

NO.5

Georgeyyyy lamb!

NO.6

Bello Luke, your really hot x

N0.7

Joseph Hewitt. Beautiful x

How interesting

Take chances, make mistakes. That's how you grow. Pain nourishes your courage. You have to fail in order to practice being brave.

About the top 20..

May I just quickly say again after a certain conversation yesterday with Sarah..
"You know your top 20, how could you rate paolo higher than noel"
It is in no particular order as I couldn't decide about them hehe. It's to hard. They are all glorious. Although.. when I get to my top one.. He WILL be the hottest. Yum.
Shweeet x

NO.8

I have two perfect types of guys, one is alex turner type. The other is mother fucking Charlie Durnam type. Wowzer x

I bone Sarah

So.. I'm gonna be cute and dedicate a post to Sarah Cairns.
If your reading this baby girl, I love you!
xxxxxx

No.9

No.9
Paolo Nutini. Nuff said.
Accompanied with a song I have been listening to 25/8 lately. Just for the pure soul at the end of this song.

The absence of insecurity

You know what really gets on my last nerve.. when people like something, and then stop liking it because someone else does! Is this really necessary? Its completely irrational. I mean.. say me for example, I've read all of the twilight books, before they came out in the cinema. So when the cinema phenomenon breaks out, screaming girls now like twilight. I don't give up all hopes on liking twilight, cause lots of other people now do. I find it better that more people like it, there is now people to talk to who share your liking. Surely this is a good thing! Also.. say if someone finds a new band/song and hears it/them before someone else, this does not claim you the right to own that so called thing! When other people start finding out about them/it, it is not okay for you to rant and moan saying 'Oh where did you find out about them, I heard them agessssss ago.' Bollocks.
Ayeeeeee.

NO.10

Gerrards hot

ABSOLU MERDE (ABSOLUTE SHIT)

French. Coursework. Is. Slowly. Draining. Me.
Eurgh.
Eurgh.
Eurgh.
I just feel like putting 'FUCK KNOWS, I'M ENGLISH' over the whole thing.. either that or 'sprecken zee english?'
Saying this.. I wanna go back to school. Does that make me sound like a complete and utter douche? I just miss fwiends! And to be quite honest.. I'm so so so so bored. Therefore, friends + something to do = school. Wahey. You must be thinking.. why don't you just go out with your friends in the holiday? Ah.. the simple case that i'm lazy as fuck.
!"£$%^&*()

Yeah results, what you sayin'

So hola! RESULTS TODAY.
Right.. I awoke at 8, showered, dried hair, straightened hair, dressed and ate a yoghurt. Then.. waited. I hurried up that entire 'getting ready in the morning' process.. to wait. Urgh. I was ready by quarter to 9. Then dad came home from work around half 9. A 45 MINUTE WAIT. I was so, so, so, so, nervous. I have posted 3 songs in which I listened to today to get me in a calm, or happy mood so knock yourself out on that. Anywho, we got to school, entered the hall and got my bloody, fantastic results! Yeyeyeyeyey. I got two A's but dad wanted to emphasise that and as we were leaving, there were about 10 people out side the hall, he decided to say in a really, loud voice, 'All a's Katie, wow! Never seen so many A's in my life' What a div. Any who, really good over all.

2 a's, 4 b's, 2 c's! Overall results were Maths - C, English - B and R.E - A
I'm a bit pissed that the only overall result of an A was for bloody r.e, r.e is soooo easy. But oh well, I'm not turning down an a! Also, as I got an A for a speaking module, Mum said I can be a really good English speaking nun hahaha.
I'm going to read the dictionary, byeeee xx




This song may seem like a drip, but it is so, so, beautiful.


I WANNA GO SURFINGGGGG


This is the saddest summer everrrrr

Trife

I. Am. So. Jealous. Oh my God, the people that went to V Fest, your soooooo lucky. I wanted to go so so so so so so bad. Next year, I am definitely going. Even got the yes off parents. So looks like I am saving up. And I swear to God, if I don't have anyone to go with.. I'll throw a tantrum and go alone. I am that determined. My sister, Jess, rang me when Kings Of Leon were on. Oh my god. It was amazing. I was actually screaming. Wowowowow. Highlight of my week, or even my month.

I also.. need a job. I don't know what one though. I am not, and I repeat, I am not getting a paper round again. No f'ing way. Hated it. So that's off the table. Mmm.. might ring some local pubs. Glass collecting ain't that bad. Know tons of people that do it. Isn't hard graft either. On it.

Exam results tomorrow!! Is it weird that I am quite excited? Dad made me predict my grades and for each one I get right he is giving me 2 pound. Hahaha his idea. 2 pound.. but to be fair, 6 subjects ;) its something! Yeyeyeye will post my results on here tomorrow
Laters bloggers!

Lets Get Messy!

Okay so.. I've pulled a self record. 17.5 hours of sleep bitches. That's got to be impressive right? Ye-uh.
I've actually never felt so shit in my life, cold, cough, headache, constant pains in stomach and still so tired! Why me! If this is karma then fully FML.
Oh my giddy aunt, you know what? I still get so peeved off on seeing spelling errors ALL over blogs. Why create a blog? to write, to tell people about your day, to pass the time. If you cannot write with the use of spell check, hence being on a fucking computer. Don't blog!
Mmm.. Did I ever tell you, I'm addicted with Lost. I got so utterly bored one say and noticed the boxset, my dad had purchased, sitting on the shelve. So.. the tedious thought of watching Lost over ridden the thought of looking through channels midday, to find something I could just about bare to watch. It's been a week since this. And I am nearly finished series 4. A. D. D. I. C. T. E. D!
Laters bitches x

NO.11

No.11
Noel Gallagher is soooo fucking hot

NO.12

Helllllo Jack O'Connell, I love you x

Hit me, just once, I want to feel something.

Prior to this post, there was a post about getting annoyed with the nose piercing and not knowing what to do about it. As you may already know, if you are with me on a daily basis, I'm rather the clumsy fool. I took my piercing out for a bit.. and then dropped it in the sink. Boohoo. In a way, I was relieved, but I at least wanted to say goodbye! Ah shit happens. Too bad. So anyway.. I know it may seem gay as, but I go cadets right.. and this week I went on a cook steward and a sailing course. And I gained my 1st class steward, which I was ecstatic about AND my stage 4 sailing with spinnakers AND my racing module! Fucking yey. Although, I have serious rope burn on my hands, a massive cut on my finger tip, an oven burn on my arm, a cut on the top of my nose and bruises on my legs!! Well and truly in the wars :-(
Hasta la vista baby x

HOLA SEÑORITAS

Looks like my nose piercing is defo getting infected any time soon, I fiddle with it soooo much, taking it in, out, in and out. I've just read the Do's and Don't's of keeping a nose piercing good. I've done all the don't's, I'm fucked. See, I don't know whether I should just take it out now.. It's doing my pissin head in. The cleaning and the risk of it getting infected. I don't want it to turn in too that little bump, which looks vile. Argh, decisions decisions. And school will be a right bastard about it. Mmmmm.. if any one has got a nose piercing and wants to drop me some advise then please do so!
Nuff love x

NO.13

NO.13 - Rick Edwards
Hello gorgeous

Simplicity

I say this world extends way beyond this little field of dreams we're dancing in, and I wanna see that world.

Skins finale

I actually cried when Naomi said this to Emily. Just remembering it now. So sweet.
[Naomi is confronting Emily]
Naomi: [steadily breaking down in tears] I loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was 12. It took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you and I was so scared of the way I felt, you know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away but it didn't work. When we got together, it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault but really, I was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl, Sophia, to kind of spite you for having that hold on me and I'm a total fucking coward because [reaches into her bag] I got [pulls out tickets] these, these tickets to Goa for us 3 months ago but I... I couldn't stand it. I didn't want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it's horrible. It's so horrible because, really, I'd die for you. I love you. I love you so much it's killing me.

Adolescent

I'm a fucking waste of space. I'm just a stupid kid. I got no sense. A criminal. I'm no fucking use, me. I am nothing.

We are all one.

Change. It's a wonderful thing. Look, you know how subatomic particles don't obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere and bang! Energy! We're the same as that. That's the great thing about the universe: unpredictable. That's why it's so much fun.

Bang Bang Skeet Skeet

Wassup vanilla face?
Okay, so I would banter on about how things are going, but I know most people would take one look at the 6ft paragraph and be too tedious to read it. So I shall just make a few comments.

I enjoy having new clothes. I love going into my wardrobe to find a hidden world covered in snow and people with men's faces and horses dicks. Nart. Only mentioned Narnia cause I noticed I wrote 'going' into my wardrobe. Which I don't. But swiftly moving on. I love opening my wardrobe to find.. choice. It's nice, it's nice. Hence why I have no money whatsoever but hey ho.

Nose piercings are cool as. After much deliberation, I have decided they are.


I want that hair, in my colour obviously, but the length, bitchin hair. Mmm.
I'm bored.

This is not a good blog at all is it?

Yet I still carry on..

O, one thing that annoys me, if your going to have a blog.. Spell check. Moron. It doesn't look good when your trying to put a serious note across with not one hint of grammatical correctness. Sheesh.

NO.14

Okay, so Ash Stymest is completely beautiful! I love you always baby

Nosey

Hiya, got back from cornwall today, had a marvellous time with Iyesha. And i got ma nose pierced too ^. Some times I love it, some times I hate it. It's pretty confusing. School is going to kill me. Argh fuck it. Liking it atm. Laterzz

N0.15

Lovin da Rpatz

NO.16

Channing Tatum is GORGEOUS.

;-)

I'm so happy at the moment, genuinely like yeyeyeyeyey. God knows why just such a good mood. Cannot wait to get smashed tomorrow night. Will be superb for a lil burfday bash! Apologies for any inappropriate text that will be sent out. Its the little devil conscience talking
Laterz amigoz

NO.17

NO.17
Dave monks, he is so so so beautiful. Lead singer of Tokyo Police Club. Love.

Laughed

Ryan: Oh my god I was so disappointed on Sunday
Katie: Why?
Ryan: I was really excited for my Sunday dinner right, and i turned up and guess what it was?
Katie: What?
Ryan: Chicken Fajitas

School

Okay so I am currently sitting in class, during a free lesson. Watching Juno, and chilling with my homies, Sarah and Molly. There is seriously no point what so ever coming in to school on these days. Right Im off to play poker. LATERZ

NO.18

Luke Pritchard. Hellllllo

NO.19

NO.19 - Okay so Taylor Lautner is beautiful. But I'm still heading for Rpatz more. Gotta give the guy some credit though. Mmm.

In no particular order

For the plain fact that I couldn't choose who is hottest
Its in no particular order..

NO.20, Oh my god. Orlando Weeks, Lead singer of The Maccabees. I love you.

Top 20

You know wut? I might just do a top 20 odd hottest males to walk the earth countdown?
Sounds like a plan motherf. Be prepared to jizz like ker-raaaazy

BELLO

Okay so one day.. when i get the body for it, I will do this. Cause it looks kind of spontaneously fun, you know.. O so risqué x

O my

Katy Perry is so so so ridiculously hot. I would.

Happy endings, they still don't bore me

To die by your side, well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

The smiths are so ridiculously good

Hairy

By the way, I'm growing my hair as I have already stated. This is my progress, would help if I had a picture of it before but this is progress trust me. May not seem very long but this is the longest it's ever been! Oh and that will be the best pic you will get, cant find cam lead :( blehh. So took it with webcam some how. Oh and my shoulder looks abnormally large.

Corn to the wall

Looking through peoples holiday pictures actually make me want to cry. I want to go on a proper holiday so badly.. so if you love me you would take me on a lovely lil trip to Ibiza right? Done. Any offers welcome. Being this age would be shit on a holiday like that though as you cannot go out get drunk and go to tons of bars. Well you can.. but you know what I mean, not legally. If I were to do this at 18 there would be no risk, I could do whatever the fuck I wanted to. But since I'm a 'minor', there is risk.Takes the absolute michael. Although, my dad has been a babe and decided to go cornwall for a week next Saturday? Yey, so I'm taking my babe Iyesha. As my father wanted to make good use of the motorhome, we are also going in that. Gimme a hotel anyday, but I love out-doorsy stuff anyway :D Great thing is dad has said the one rule is that to make sure were being good! Parrrrrtay it is. My dad, his girlfriend and my little cousin are staying in the motor home whilst me and Iyesha have a twelve man tent to ourselves outside! Waheyyyyy. Pro's of this holiday is that, it is forecasted to be sunny (H), 5 minute walk to the beach, indoor and outdoor heated swimming pool, shops and bars and what not are down the road. Luuuurve my life 2k10. And I get to spend it with my babygurl. CANNOT WAIT. 24-7-10/31-7-10 here we come. I'm making a big deal out of this by the way cause i'm getting out of cov to a sunny place for a week! Last time I went cornwall i came back with a masssive tan. So woo. Also, the drive down there.. 5 hours. Eh. Sounds bad.. in a car? Yes it would be, been there done that, not nice at all. But in a motor home?.. Yeyeyeyeyeyeye. Sitting on the sofa, or on a bed what ever, on the laptop, kicking back. And there's a toilet and kitchen? what more could you want.
Peace out xxx

Safe bwabes

Me life be like oo ah oo ah.
I'm so happy with my life, friends and family are little gems. Now have plenty of cashola from zee burfday. Little trip to Birmingham with my mum today. Finally got some new Ghd's! And I'm 15! Wahey.

Trust

'Keep you friends close, but your enemies closer'. To be fair, I do not think this phrase applies to all situations. If I have enemies, I prefer them to stay as far a distance away from me as possible. There would be no need to tolerate conflict in such situations. If avoiding is the 'just' way to resolve conflict, then avoiding it shall be. It is really as simple as that. I really cannot apprehend why youths decide to fight constantly over absurd little circumstances. There is no need for it! Why not just settle it with words first, not all these 'your an ugly dog' words either. Proper English language, used in an appropriate way. I look back on the way I used to speak in year 7 and 8. Cringe almighty. To see people my age, and older speaking the same way now! Despicable. This blog may seem very formal, as I am in a 'laying down the law' mood. But it has to be said. I am going to leave it at that, peace out

Quality Night

So I thought I would post a quick one about Godiva before I go to bed. For all you saying it was shit.. totally bloody wasn't. Ash were absolutely flabbergasting. Such a good band. Great crowd too, nothing beats a good, old, sweaty gig. Other than that, everyone I spent the day with made it for me, brilliant people. Going to go catch some sleep now, my ears are ringing!!
Adios amigos x

Arrogance

Yesterday - day 5: Dragged. Badly, I just so wanted to get home. Although, they gave me my Hmv tee finally. Which I shall take a picture with soon to show you guys how cool I look. So glad it's the weekend! Godiva Festival today. A little, cheeky, free festival. May as well! For all the people moaning about it.. please stop. What do you expect, it is free?! So sick of all the 'Godiva is shit' status'. What else could you be possibly doing today? Nothing, you just have your head shoved so far up your own arse. Eh. I'm dressed, and ready to get messsssy.
See you Sunday night!

Some good shit

Absolutely beautiful, take a listen

SELL DRUGS BANG GUNS

Just meh being silly whilst bored this morning, thought I would share me with you

I ain't used to being told to stop.

Day 4: Pretty sick, just processed more stock, but it was so chilled out, just listened to music again all day. I'm loving it, and I actually didn't mind staying over time till six today either, wanted to finish the CD's I was doing, the person I work with is absolutely hilarious so his company was brilliant. Don't mind being the only girl either, all so lovely. O and, they have said to come back for a job when I'm sixteen! That's me sorted. Genuinely happy with my life at the moment, nothing is going wrong. And to be honest.. if it does, I couldn't care less, Build a bridge, get over that mofo.

Also, Kanye West is a complete musical genius.
Been listening to him non stop today.. have a gander.

Oh ya kidding me, you must be joking or you are smoking. Oh oh you're kidding me? ah you're kidding me, ha ha that was a good one, your first good one in a while. Your first good one in a while, you need to stop it now. You need to stop it now, oh you need to stop it now.

Adios x

Mind change

Actually.. that hair. Beautiful.

Desire

I want that hair, I am currently trying to grow mine. The days tediously continue..

Good heavens, you boys.

Day 3: Brilliant, I actually loved today. Was given the first floor stock check in the first half, and it was actually okay, tiring but okay. Basically just had to go round checking albums that were on a list had the campaign stickers on. Was pretty sweet though. Also caught my mum checking up on me, yes my mum. Saw her having a nosey round and staring at me whilst I was given a briefing, then giving me a sneaky wave as she left, bless her, it was really cute. After my lunch, I was to go to the stock room bit. Which was actually so cool. There is a little security tag machine that is the coolest thing I have ever seen. Cannot even explain the level of cool. I then spent the next few hours processing stock, learning how to do the system, and I actually sat down. Which was the highlight of my day. The guy that taught me all day was awesome too, addicted with Eminem, so literally, I spent 4 hours listening to non stop Eminem albums. It was, to put it bluntly, a fucking fantastic work day. Talking about Eminem, this woman came up and asked me where his new album was so I showed her and she was adamant that it was 'Relapse', of course I tried very politely correcting her but no, didn't listen did she. I made out that I was the confused one in an excuse to get another workers opinion and he completely blanked her in the words of, "No, Katie's right, it's Recovery" I actually wanted to victory dance. But I held back this urge.
Also, I always overhear conversations, one in which i would like to share with you. Today, two men were scrolling through albums in a full blown conversation and then they went silent, until one of them says the exact words.. "So.. I hear you have been chatting up my sister on Facebook?" I honestly had to try so hard not to snigger. The man who was asked the question looked mortified then tried to laugh it off. Too funny. O and something stupid I did today, I was in the staff room on my own right, first time I was alone all day, and they happen to have a dart board, so I took advantage. And decided to have a little shot. Threw the dart, it bounced off, I tried to catch it, and it ended up sticking into my finger. I actually silent screamed, it killed. I then had to pull it out. I so wish I never did it, all numb now. Stupid Katie.

Besides from work, brilliant day, bought two dresses in which I think are lovely, and had a good laugh with the father. O and I have a bit of a fashion rant for you now.. after going through town I became rather thoughtful, and analysed clothing of the general public. I have came to the conclusion that maxi dresses should be wore to the floor, its all about the length, the longer the better. Maxi dresses cutting up to your shins, are not doing anybody any favours. And finally, crocs or jelly shoes are the most unsexiest, man repellent shoes that you could put on your feet ladies. Fact.

Song of the day for me:


This is an extra long blog, hope you enjoyed it hoes
Peace and love x

Dum de dar

If I have a song stuck in my head all day, I'll post it on here.. and then get it stuck in your head hopefully, so you know. This is a devious little plan. Aye wise grasshopper.



Listen out for the first guitar, brilliant. Actually makes me smile.

Beware doll, your bound to fall.

(In the big bro narrator voice) Day 2 on work experience..
(back to me)Today was absolutely knackering, had so many jobs to do, just wanted to go to sleep. The cool things in which I did today were learning how to repair cd's and going into the front window display to sort the balloons out! It was brilliant, just me, in front of the whole of west orchards, fumbling around in around about 60 balloons. Superb. I had a proper talk with my supervisor today, finally. He's actually really cool. Love it how we ended up speaking about indie/alternative genre and had a 20 minute talk about The Stone Roses. Just brilliant.
Everyone is really nice there. I'm actually painting a smile on at some points though to cover the exhaustion. Air con is broke too.. oh my god. Nuff said.
So yes.. Hmv is going okay, 10-5:30 is killing me though.
Oh and by the way, think about every ps3/xbox360/whatever else game you have ever wanted.. I've probably had my hands on it at some point today. Every game on them shelves has now been neatly stacked by moi, keep them fucking neat. Bastards.

Outside of work life.. I must say I am finding people more and more disappointing everyday. It's amazing how uptight some people can be. I'm not getting into any details about anything I just needed to say that. Loads has annoyed me today, and I am not a negative person usually. Will have to man up and bear it though, no point whining, gets you nowhere

peace out homebros
xx

PAY ME

Okay so I'm on work experience at the moment, and I am loving every minute of it. Hmv baby. People there are sooo nice to me. The stores man was having me on today as well, telling me I did it wrong and made me go all apologetic! Then revealing he was pulling my leg. Bastard, funny bastard though. Allllll day listening to music and looking at posters. Purdy good if you ask me, although the shoes I wore today (see left) were like foot rapists sent from hell. So bad. I nearly died. Had to change into to pumps I wore to school. Thank god I had them with me. But yes, the posters did annoy me a lil, as there were 720 all together. And i stacked all of them. I think I deserve a raise, oh wait I'm not getting paiddddd. I still think that's shit, 2 weeks hard labour for fuck all?! Eh. Oh well, love my hmv. I'm going to try and post a blog each day about the experience, who wants to bet that I will be moaning about it by the end of the second week? meeeee. I'll try not to.. secretly I love working hard, It is really rewarding, I try not to be a suck up, but I love to impress. And I should bloody well think I did today. And I made my boss laugh, was quite chuffed. Lurrrrrrve my life. See you tomorrow!

Oh p.s, my grades came through today. B for everything, I'm actually really proud, could have nabbed an A in my btec sport and I.t but I'll settle with b's!

Oh again p.s, had my last exam today! Booya. I will really shut up now

Oh wait, p.s.. nartttt
xxx

Two world wars and one world cup?

I do have a passion for football. Watching England v Germany in the world cup has shattered that. Actually painful to watch, had a tear come to my eye in that 4th goal. No defense, no tactics from Capello, no team spirit, no win. Although, that disallowed goal, was thee most pathetic thing I have ever seen. Was actually worse than Kaka being sent off in the prior games. Who the fuck hires these refs? I hope they get absolutely slaughtered. Fancy that, not allowing a blatant goal. It was a foot in. And everyone saw it. But no, it's all down to a blind linesman. Need goal line technology, pronto. I literally do not think i have any more to say on this. Bloody terrible, facebook is on a rampage too, which makes it ten times worse! Imagine if we won, oh the glory. Although, the next match would have been on saturday which is the Godiva festival day, looks like they wouldn't have much of a turn out! So suppose thats a good point? Well no, I'd rather be through than go to the Godiva festival. But still. Wheres Zidane with a headbutt to the ref when we need him.

:((((((

Life's too short

You know what I hate? Fucking reality, don't get me wrong, I love my life. Roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear. And who could ask for anything better than friends and family? Yet its just those little things that get to you and when they do they become persistent. And when you go with them, it feels childish, knowing that your over reacting. It is true what they say though, do not make someone a priority when you are only an option to them. Every single time, I will say "fuck it" but you know you bloody can't! It will not solve any problems or so called complications. People will always be there to say 'fuck you' with a smile. Its just how the world is. I think people originate from being bitchy anyway. Think about the government, how much are we consuming at the moment, yet how much are people in poverty getting paid for making this happen? fuck all. Any amount of money to them could be life changing but footballers still consist to 'earn' 100k a week. It annoys me so much, yes there may be presidents and prime ministers to solve this, but what has happened?! Nothing. There has been no outbreak on the news saying, the queen has decided to have a car boot, sell all her over rated belongings that she inherited for being a family member, and then give the money to the orphans in Africa. All so greedy. The arrogance is unreal. And all the charity shows where as we maybe do a sponsored silence for a week and get 60 pound where as Ronaldo could easily write a cheque for a grand and earn the money back the next week. Eh. I'm happy. I just wish people would be realists and realise that to consider you own feelings is last in the list. Consider others. I know I'm probably being so hypocritical but even this is a news flash for me. I feel strongly about this. People say why is life a bitch? I'm now saying it's only because you've let yourself come to that conclusion about it. Be aware of your thoughts, words, and attitudes, catch yourself being negative, and replace your thoughts, words, and attitudes with gratitude and thankfulness. You can do this, or you can live the rest of your life with your current outlook - it's 100% your choice. I'll end this on some Frank Turner who I do find inspirational.

"Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live."
xxxx

Bonjour grade F

The day has come and gone, and in between featured my French writing exam. Not only does this exam have no impact at all in what I proceed to do in life, but it was an absolute beast. 470 words. And it doesn't stop there, 470 words about the cinema. The cinema. When in life am I going to come across a French person asking me whether I think the cinema is out dated. Never, and frankly, these examiners bloody well know this. It does not have to be so ridiculously hard, no reason for it. I'm English, no job is going to turn me down if I did not do well at a French writing exam.
Although it did make me laugh how my teacher, Miss Elliott, was walking around franticly saying Good Luck thinking any of us had a clue what we were doing. I had 7 paragraphs to write, I succeeded in writing 7 but somehow only got 277 words. Saying that, I know I didn't do all of it as my mind went blank, and I ended up flicking through the dictionary (which was absolutely useless as it did not have half the words I wanted in there) for phrases in which I could put in. I got a few. Luckily. Something about family outings? Yes indeedy though, failing. At a subject that I do not need? but still, I can confirm, I have never received below a D in my life. Although French can suck my Betty Swallocks.. It still will be heartbreaking to see a lil F crop up in my results. Oh but the fun doesn't end here by the way, i have 2 weeks to crop up the next 7 paragraphs about holidays! Love my life. NART.
Adios xxxx

Have a lick of those apples

I LIKE: <<< HIM WHOEVER HE IS. MMM. The smell of petrol, the english language, freshly baked bread, smiling for no particular reason, bursting into song, getting lost in music, having a wee when you really need one, those giant pens, being inside when its pouring outside, cold but sunny days, funny signs that aren't meant to be funny, offending stuck up narrowminded ignorant pricks, art that means something, eminem, winning.
I DISLIKE: Not being able to sneeze when I need to, when people dont text back, getting lost, Strictly come dancing and all other shows like it, PC's, most taxi drivers, those bluetooth headsets, Public Transport, losing my keys, losing the remote, ringtones in general, people who play their music on the bus, people who always agree with me, forgetting what i was saying, wkd, people looking through my phone, being told what to do, loosing at sport, getting up early.

NOICE

I am actually quite content with my life at the moment. Nothing bad happening, everything seems to just be going well. Although, posting this.. will most likely jinx that status. But ah well, fuck the system. Mmm major love for this cheeky weather. Burnt on my arms but it is actually so worth it. I never burn on holiday, always in cov. Typical. Bastarding skin. Wait.. I'm moaning. On the blog in which was supposed to be all lovely and peaceful. Rabbits hopping and trees swaying and what not. Might go sit in the sun whilst it lasts. Laters amigoz xxxx