Yearning

Never again, will there be another one that's as desirable as you.

You see, I've been watching the Twilight saga, and reading the books again and I am so boundlessly jealous of Edward and Bella. I know it isn't real, but seeing a love as passionate as that, it really makes you ponder as to whether you will grow up to be in the same relationship, being in love. When I was younger, admittedly, I was foolish and thought I loved the people I spent a month or so with. That was incredibly naive, but we all do it. Sometimes you think you are head over heels with someone, but that can vanish in an instant. People say hate is a strong word, but then we throw around the word love as if it means nothing. Values and morales should not have to fade, we all have that instinct buried in our minds telling us what we need to do to render the decency and innocence that we are born with. Of course, many people have lost reputation and standards over the years. This mostly happens in secondary school. It's something that will hit everybody, and I for one have been through the worst of it. It's queer how quickly a catastrophe can blow over. 
I am thankful for everything that has happened in my life, I really am. I cannot wait to see what is lying ahead. 
Ciao x