Dance With the Enemy

December. Wow. I cannot Believe how fast this year has past. I can still remember sitting at my friends house with a drink in hand, celebrating new year with my girls. And to think that day is less than a month away. I don't like how everyone considers 2011 to automatically be a fresh start. It's not, I'm sure the majority of people will be exactly the same person as they are now, no matter what year it is. I'm not going to change. I already have done that. So much has happened this year that has changed me drastically. I realise that to be seen and not heard, sometimes is the best solution! I've nailed into my head the fact that whatever happens now, however bad it may be, when I'm 30 odd, I'll look back at this dilemma and vaguely even remember it. I couldn't give a second thought to people that may hate me, you win some, you lose some. If they hate you anyway, it's not much of a loss is it? I only really need a select few to get me through life. Family and my true friends. All the rest is simply getting in the way. So who needs it? I'm going to try and stop caring so much. It always gets me in trouble. Although, I really can't take criticism, as you might have guessed from my post way back about Formspring. So, it does annoy me for people to think of me in a bad way. I've made plenty of mistakes. Mistakes that could scar, trust me. But hasn't everyone? Everyone has fucked up now and then. It's the way you redeem yourself afterwards, that's what people should judge. Change, it's a wonderful thing.
In other news, Russia got the world cup ay? To be honest, it would have been great for us to get it, but its not the end of the world. If people are major bothered, then feel free to book a flight. I doubt we'll even win, but there's always hope!

I'll leave you with this

"Like a giant adrenaline needle, punched through your rib cage, 'Perfect Stranger' was a lovesick rush that killed yawn-some arguments about Magnetic Man's relevance and integrity instantly stone dead. The nagging pulse that jerked your heart into your mouth, then suddenly, the butterflies in your stomach drop. Katy B's phenomenal voice crooning "Your energy when you touch me lifted me off of the ground"... nothing in 2010 summed up the synapse-shorting overload of lust so well." - NME MAG. TOO FUCKING RIGHT.

Ciao x