Realisation

I don't allow myself to be treated right. I think I fly away with the fairies abit when something comes along that I like. Well, I'm lying in bed at the moment, and I've just had an epihany. Fuck it. I am known for saying this an awful lot, but I don't know why I don't walk the walk.
I probably, most likely, won't stick by this. But I really hope I do. As for why I blogged it. So every time I read this, I will think about what I deserve. Behind the exterior, I think I'm majorly over sensitive. I need to stop this as its a head fuck. I realise at this precise moment, you may read this thinking, what a naïve little hypocrite. As yes, in the past I have messed around. But I've calmed down now. I don't need the shit things in life. Nor do I need a relationship for that matter. I cannot stand status' saying.. Need a boyfriend. No you do not! Relationships just hurt people, loneliness is underrated. Fuck it, we're young, as as Zoey Deschannel say, let's leave all of the serious stuff for later.
Peace x