Mind change

Actually.. that hair. Beautiful.

Desire

I want that hair, I am currently trying to grow mine. The days tediously continue..

Good heavens, you boys.

Day 3: Brilliant, I actually loved today. Was given the first floor stock check in the first half, and it was actually okay, tiring but okay. Basically just had to go round checking albums that were on a list had the campaign stickers on. Was pretty sweet though. Also caught my mum checking up on me, yes my mum. Saw her having a nosey round and staring at me whilst I was given a briefing, then giving me a sneaky wave as she left, bless her, it was really cute. After my lunch, I was to go to the stock room bit. Which was actually so cool. There is a little security tag machine that is the coolest thing I have ever seen. Cannot even explain the level of cool. I then spent the next few hours processing stock, learning how to do the system, and I actually sat down. Which was the highlight of my day. The guy that taught me all day was awesome too, addicted with Eminem, so literally, I spent 4 hours listening to non stop Eminem albums. It was, to put it bluntly, a fucking fantastic work day. Talking about Eminem, this woman came up and asked me where his new album was so I showed her and she was adamant that it was 'Relapse', of course I tried very politely correcting her but no, didn't listen did she. I made out that I was the confused one in an excuse to get another workers opinion and he completely blanked her in the words of, "No, Katie's right, it's Recovery" I actually wanted to victory dance. But I held back this urge.
Also, I always overhear conversations, one in which i would like to share with you. Today, two men were scrolling through albums in a full blown conversation and then they went silent, until one of them says the exact words.. "So.. I hear you have been chatting up my sister on Facebook?" I honestly had to try so hard not to snigger. The man who was asked the question looked mortified then tried to laugh it off. Too funny. O and something stupid I did today, I was in the staff room on my own right, first time I was alone all day, and they happen to have a dart board, so I took advantage. And decided to have a little shot. Threw the dart, it bounced off, I tried to catch it, and it ended up sticking into my finger. I actually silent screamed, it killed. I then had to pull it out. I so wish I never did it, all numb now. Stupid Katie.

Besides from work, brilliant day, bought two dresses in which I think are lovely, and had a good laugh with the father. O and I have a bit of a fashion rant for you now.. after going through town I became rather thoughtful, and analysed clothing of the general public. I have came to the conclusion that maxi dresses should be wore to the floor, its all about the length, the longer the better. Maxi dresses cutting up to your shins, are not doing anybody any favours. And finally, crocs or jelly shoes are the most unsexiest, man repellent shoes that you could put on your feet ladies. Fact.

Song of the day for me:


This is an extra long blog, hope you enjoyed it hoes
Peace and love x

Dum de dar

If I have a song stuck in my head all day, I'll post it on here.. and then get it stuck in your head hopefully, so you know. This is a devious little plan. Aye wise grasshopper.



Listen out for the first guitar, brilliant. Actually makes me smile.

Beware doll, your bound to fall.

(In the big bro narrator voice) Day 2 on work experience..
(back to me)Today was absolutely knackering, had so many jobs to do, just wanted to go to sleep. The cool things in which I did today were learning how to repair cd's and going into the front window display to sort the balloons out! It was brilliant, just me, in front of the whole of west orchards, fumbling around in around about 60 balloons. Superb. I had a proper talk with my supervisor today, finally. He's actually really cool. Love it how we ended up speaking about indie/alternative genre and had a 20 minute talk about The Stone Roses. Just brilliant.
Everyone is really nice there. I'm actually painting a smile on at some points though to cover the exhaustion. Air con is broke too.. oh my god. Nuff said.
So yes.. Hmv is going okay, 10-5:30 is killing me though.
Oh and by the way, think about every ps3/xbox360/whatever else game you have ever wanted.. I've probably had my hands on it at some point today. Every game on them shelves has now been neatly stacked by moi, keep them fucking neat. Bastards.

Outside of work life.. I must say I am finding people more and more disappointing everyday. It's amazing how uptight some people can be. I'm not getting into any details about anything I just needed to say that. Loads has annoyed me today, and I am not a negative person usually. Will have to man up and bear it though, no point whining, gets you nowhere

peace out homebros
xx

PAY ME

Okay so I'm on work experience at the moment, and I am loving every minute of it. Hmv baby. People there are sooo nice to me. The stores man was having me on today as well, telling me I did it wrong and made me go all apologetic! Then revealing he was pulling my leg. Bastard, funny bastard though. Allllll day listening to music and looking at posters. Purdy good if you ask me, although the shoes I wore today (see left) were like foot rapists sent from hell. So bad. I nearly died. Had to change into to pumps I wore to school. Thank god I had them with me. But yes, the posters did annoy me a lil, as there were 720 all together. And i stacked all of them. I think I deserve a raise, oh wait I'm not getting paiddddd. I still think that's shit, 2 weeks hard labour for fuck all?! Eh. Oh well, love my hmv. I'm going to try and post a blog each day about the experience, who wants to bet that I will be moaning about it by the end of the second week? meeeee. I'll try not to.. secretly I love working hard, It is really rewarding, I try not to be a suck up, but I love to impress. And I should bloody well think I did today. And I made my boss laugh, was quite chuffed. Lurrrrrrve my life. See you tomorrow!

Oh p.s, my grades came through today. B for everything, I'm actually really proud, could have nabbed an A in my btec sport and I.t but I'll settle with b's!

Oh again p.s, had my last exam today! Booya. I will really shut up now

Oh wait, p.s.. nartttt
xxx

Two world wars and one world cup?

I do have a passion for football. Watching England v Germany in the world cup has shattered that. Actually painful to watch, had a tear come to my eye in that 4th goal. No defense, no tactics from Capello, no team spirit, no win. Although, that disallowed goal, was thee most pathetic thing I have ever seen. Was actually worse than Kaka being sent off in the prior games. Who the fuck hires these refs? I hope they get absolutely slaughtered. Fancy that, not allowing a blatant goal. It was a foot in. And everyone saw it. But no, it's all down to a blind linesman. Need goal line technology, pronto. I literally do not think i have any more to say on this. Bloody terrible, facebook is on a rampage too, which makes it ten times worse! Imagine if we won, oh the glory. Although, the next match would have been on saturday which is the Godiva festival day, looks like they wouldn't have much of a turn out! So suppose thats a good point? Well no, I'd rather be through than go to the Godiva festival. But still. Wheres Zidane with a headbutt to the ref when we need him.

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Life's too short

You know what I hate? Fucking reality, don't get me wrong, I love my life. Roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear. And who could ask for anything better than friends and family? Yet its just those little things that get to you and when they do they become persistent. And when you go with them, it feels childish, knowing that your over reacting. It is true what they say though, do not make someone a priority when you are only an option to them. Every single time, I will say "fuck it" but you know you bloody can't! It will not solve any problems or so called complications. People will always be there to say 'fuck you' with a smile. Its just how the world is. I think people originate from being bitchy anyway. Think about the government, how much are we consuming at the moment, yet how much are people in poverty getting paid for making this happen? fuck all. Any amount of money to them could be life changing but footballers still consist to 'earn' 100k a week. It annoys me so much, yes there may be presidents and prime ministers to solve this, but what has happened?! Nothing. There has been no outbreak on the news saying, the queen has decided to have a car boot, sell all her over rated belongings that she inherited for being a family member, and then give the money to the orphans in Africa. All so greedy. The arrogance is unreal. And all the charity shows where as we maybe do a sponsored silence for a week and get 60 pound where as Ronaldo could easily write a cheque for a grand and earn the money back the next week. Eh. I'm happy. I just wish people would be realists and realise that to consider you own feelings is last in the list. Consider others. I know I'm probably being so hypocritical but even this is a news flash for me. I feel strongly about this. People say why is life a bitch? I'm now saying it's only because you've let yourself come to that conclusion about it. Be aware of your thoughts, words, and attitudes, catch yourself being negative, and replace your thoughts, words, and attitudes with gratitude and thankfulness. You can do this, or you can live the rest of your life with your current outlook - it's 100% your choice. I'll end this on some Frank Turner who I do find inspirational.

"Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live."
xxxx

Bonjour grade F

The day has come and gone, and in between featured my French writing exam. Not only does this exam have no impact at all in what I proceed to do in life, but it was an absolute beast. 470 words. And it doesn't stop there, 470 words about the cinema. The cinema. When in life am I going to come across a French person asking me whether I think the cinema is out dated. Never, and frankly, these examiners bloody well know this. It does not have to be so ridiculously hard, no reason for it. I'm English, no job is going to turn me down if I did not do well at a French writing exam.
Although it did make me laugh how my teacher, Miss Elliott, was walking around franticly saying Good Luck thinking any of us had a clue what we were doing. I had 7 paragraphs to write, I succeeded in writing 7 but somehow only got 277 words. Saying that, I know I didn't do all of it as my mind went blank, and I ended up flicking through the dictionary (which was absolutely useless as it did not have half the words I wanted in there) for phrases in which I could put in. I got a few. Luckily. Something about family outings? Yes indeedy though, failing. At a subject that I do not need? but still, I can confirm, I have never received below a D in my life. Although French can suck my Betty Swallocks.. It still will be heartbreaking to see a lil F crop up in my results. Oh but the fun doesn't end here by the way, i have 2 weeks to crop up the next 7 paragraphs about holidays! Love my life. NART.
Adios xxxx

Have a lick of those apples

I LIKE: <<< HIM WHOEVER HE IS. MMM. The smell of petrol, the english language, freshly baked bread, smiling for no particular reason, bursting into song, getting lost in music, having a wee when you really need one, those giant pens, being inside when its pouring outside, cold but sunny days, funny signs that aren't meant to be funny, offending stuck up narrowminded ignorant pricks, art that means something, eminem, winning.
I DISLIKE: Not being able to sneeze when I need to, when people dont text back, getting lost, Strictly come dancing and all other shows like it, PC's, most taxi drivers, those bluetooth headsets, Public Transport, losing my keys, losing the remote, ringtones in general, people who play their music on the bus, people who always agree with me, forgetting what i was saying, wkd, people looking through my phone, being told what to do, loosing at sport, getting up early.

NOICE

I am actually quite content with my life at the moment. Nothing bad happening, everything seems to just be going well. Although, posting this.. will most likely jinx that status. But ah well, fuck the system. Mmm major love for this cheeky weather. Burnt on my arms but it is actually so worth it. I never burn on holiday, always in cov. Typical. Bastarding skin. Wait.. I'm moaning. On the blog in which was supposed to be all lovely and peaceful. Rabbits hopping and trees swaying and what not. Might go sit in the sun whilst it lasts. Laters amigoz xxxx

Bitchspring

So so mean. I'm genuinely not a mean person, but that, well that's just ridiculous! I grew some balls and made one, and then I got some abuse and a half.
"If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be? NME, yum. YOUR SO FUCKING INDIE IT HURTS. I MEAN, EVERY STATUS IS LIKE ARCTIC MONKEYS, KOL, JAMIE T..." and so on. Wow. I never knew people could be so two faced. I'll admit i have wrote on peoples' Formspring, but only funny stuff. Not genuine "your a dick" comments. Actually makes me laugh how much someone could hate me. I really couldn't give two shits but still. Makes you wonder if these people could ever say it to your face, I would absolutely love that. And then again.. if you don't post what the person says, you feel like such a pusssay. So it's their way or the faggot way. Blah, shouldn't really care what other people think, but how can you help it when Formspring is invented. Everyone says "ah i love formspring abuse" WHY. WHY WOULD YOU LOVE THAT. I now know that no one could ever, EVER love getting insulted. No chance. Everyone can just get fucked now. Teaches you one thing, there will always be someone to walk up and say 'fuck you' with a smile. God this is a bitchy blog. Basically, if you want to get terrored, make a formspring. If you like being at peace with yourself, do not give in to formspring. Deleted that bastard. Peace xx

BOY OFF DA TING

Nothing like a free house. Occasions where as you get out of the shower, wrap a towel around you, and then realise there is nobody else in the house. You can kinda guess where it escalates from there. NAKED STROLLS AROUND THE LIVING ROOM. BOOYA.
I really do wish I had the guts to throw a house party though, definitely will as my dad is a living legend. But, I'd be scared that I would turn out to be atrocious. I mean, I have heard of situations where as people leave because it was so boring. Ah, all you need is the right foundations I suppose. Good people, good music, good space. Mmm sounds like a plan. Adios x

Examinations can suck my big, veiny..

I. Am. So. Sick. Of. Sitting. In. That. Hall.
Had 3 exams so far this week, 2/3 have been superb. The last exam, English, made no sense what so ever. "How did the writer make the main character convincingly human" What sort of a question is this! HE IS HUMAN? Not convincingly human. Ah, failed that one I think.
Mmmmmm fuck opening worlds. Why not teach us stuff we actually need, like how to calculate taxes instead of how to find out the volume of a fucking prism. Bah, wishful thinking at its best this is. Biya x

Iyur

Okay, so I have had a blog for a while now. A month doesn't seem long but yanno.
Jussssss thought I'd speak about skins. Un-fucking-believably excited for the next series. On top of that there is a film coming out in 2011. Yeah you heard it hear first bitches. Sooooo excited. Especially to see Cook, I love what he wears. So mother f'ing cool. I HATE panda with a passion though. My god will she just go away with that silly, little, annoying voice. Eh, I won't go on ranting about her. I would so so so love to be in skins though, there all just so ridiculously like wow. I have an unhealthy obsession with Effy though, she is just a high level of hot. Way beyond the radar. I don't really care if she is a super freak. She pulls it off.
However, the first series was unreal compared to 3 + 4, I want Tony and Michelle back. Aw and sid. Lil cutie. Was so much better, 2nd series was okay I suppose, I got way too bored to watch Tony adapt after being ran over and what not though. Still he's hot, wil watch that any day. Mmmm, peace xx